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Revelatory

For Three Days

Have you ever wondered what was happening in the three days between Jesus’ death by crucifixion and His Resurrection from the dead? This was an absolutely crucial time in God’s plan and dream for us. It is the most important personal legal transaction that has ever happened for me. The prophets and the scriptures tell us that Jesus descended into Hades and preached good news to the imprisoned souls who had died looking forward to His coming. He took back the keys to bondage, Hell and death from Satan and led a procession in the spirit realm, taking captivity itself captive, making a public spectacle of the very powers that operate in hiddenness and deceit, hating God and the human race He so loves. This was unprecedented and is life changing for us all.

For three days …

He descended into earth,

into my earth

where I lay, tangled, in no worth

with roots of hell.

He broke the spell.

Traversing into the deep dark,

amidst the lies that held my heart,

my cold, dead spirit to restart.

Now, nothing ‘tween us can ‘ere part.

Because He gazed down halls of time

into the soul wounds that were mine,

for his deep joy was set before

founding of time, ‘fore I was poor.

He was more.

Now, I’m a daughter full restored

as who I am deep to my core

because He went down into Hell,

destroyed the chains,

captivity fell

and is led forth, His truth to tell.

And when He then took back the keys,

He turned and looked, gave them to me.

And now, I walk and live in him

to unlock others, free indeed.

So for three days, business was done.

He sealed legalities and won,

raised us above our enemies,

called back our true identities.

Because He lives, so we live more

His bride to be, who He adores,

beyond all time to evermore.

Forevermore.

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Musing About Life

Living in the In-Between

As I sit here today looking out on a gray Sunday afternoon, things look plain, fatigued, not-yet and in-between. Uncovered by snow, the naked grass is not a true green. The month of March is one of those phenomena of classic in-betweenness. The early days are still considered winter, yet the mid-month days are morphing into spring that is not yet here. A true time of transition, things are not what they were, but not yet what they shall become.

Our lives can be like that. Sometimes the lines are gray and unclear where the seams of one life season comes to an end and we sense another approaching. We feel plain, fatigued, not-yet and in -between. We know we are not the person we were in so many other passing seasons but we do not know yet who we are and shall be in the coming days and long nights of our lives.

So what can we learn from nature in these seasons we seem to share? I watch her humility as she lies fallow, not dressing up with any pretense or trying to make something happen prematurely. She rests in a secret. I stop for a moment. I hear an invitation to observe, to listen. She has learned there are times of hiddenness, plainness and then there are seasons of manifestation, of things appearing when it is their due, appointed time. It seems this simple wisdom is inherently in her, sown there by her Creator.

This gray day of March is a good teacher. My husband, my friends and I are becoming older. Our souls are rich vintage, yet young, and our bodies are aging. We have journeyed through many lovely seasons and a hefty share of hurts through life’s losses and griefs, expected and unexpected. We may feel gray, plain, fatigued, not-yet and in-between. We are lying fallow, having had a past season of productivity but not knowing what is coming next. We are not what we were but neither are we what we shall be.

And so I study nature. And while I do, I hear yet another invitation to just be, in stillness. Words are coming, rising up from a deep place to my inward listener. They are strangely familiar. Something in me knows them in silent surety. ” You understand my thought afar off. You comprehend my path and my lying down, and are acquainted with all my ways… You formed my inward parts, my frame was not hidden from You when I was made in secret…and in Your book they all were written, the days fashioned for me, when as yet there were none of them. How precious are your thoughts to me…”

And I realize I can rest in the shared secret that the gray day in March and I have had sown into us from our Creator. I will join nature in restful humility and wait… for the days that have been fashioned for me have already been written. They are in hiddenness, but are coming soon to be released into a time of manifestation. As surely as the past has come and was fulfilled, the present future is about to be.

In-betweenness is a resting time, a re-calibrating time, a covering time, a humble time. I will embrace it in the grayness. I will learn its secret … and trust, and wait.

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Inspiration

Wintering Deep into February Thoughts

Photo by Marius Cuchez courtesy of “Moon Maiden”

So today, half of my wintered backyard is melting to grass and illuminated by the sleepy sun peeking over my neighboring woodlands. The other half remains covered by a blanket of friendly February snow. This white delight offers the perfect packing texture for my grandson to discover grandma molding a snowman’s head. Indeed I feel like a granddaughter again myself as we walk around the perimeter of our own wonderland, breathing in actual winter warmth of this friendly sun.

I notice on social media a beautiful visual message exclaiming that “Spring is only four weeks away.” It shows a simple “snow drop” flower pushing up through a snow covered woodland floor. The sun is showing through in the distance with the very substance of hope palpably experienced as this scene is viewed.

As marvelous as this is, I do not want to miss living in the present moment of this February wintered splendor. This day has its own glory to encounter. I fully embrace it and allow it to stir deep creativity within me.

Like the seasons of our lives, nature’s cycles have their own revelations and nuances to offer. It is wisdom to stop, listen, look, feel, trust. The time of winter’s hiddenness covers our souls if we let it. It provides re-creation, rest, refreshment, and new vision. It prepares us for the time of uncovering and manifestation soon to come in our lives.

Take time today to embrace the lingering time of winter wonder and you may find your own glory silently being restored. Live fully in these wintering moments that will never come again and you will find the innocence of childhood breathing through you once again.

Spring will come with its own glory. When it does, you will be ready.

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Inspiration

In Wonder of Your Marvel

Surprise moments appear sometimes where the natural world is juxtaposed with the supernatural in an encounter of life changing awe when the veil is drawn back. Clinging to the afterglow of such an event, one longs to capture in words even a mere sliver of the wonder that has taken the breath away …

As the deer moves

in the slow wonder of the green woods,

so do I move

in your lush Eden life.

A gentle stirring

in the garden

of my deep

responds to your love touch

in the secret place.

I weep and laugh.

I weep and laugh,… unabashedly,

as my soul searches for

what to do, where to land…

in midst of your vast marvel.

I am undone, in a glorious chaos

and created, once more.

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Inspiration

In Your Image

Abba,

You have made me from stardust

that twinkled from your eyes.

You breathed yourself

into my unformed substance

and there was light.

There was life.

A dream came forth

that was me.

Heart of your heart, soul of your soul,

spirit of your spirit.

Oh Trinity of love,

You made me

…from You.

Make me… again.

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Experiencing Summer Wonder

Encounter at Montario Point

Capturing a July moment that took my breath away…

I happened on him, wondrously

great blue heron in front of me,

at water’s edge, ‘midst green retreat.

He paused for me, our eyes to meet…

and then in rich, regal display

spread his great wings

and flew away.

  • Montario Point is a tucked – away natural wonder in Lake Ontario-Sandy Pond watershed of northern N.Y. You can breathe in wonder, experience nature’s peace, dream a summer dream and kayak there.
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Inspiration

Summer Moment

An attempt to capture a simple encounter of living in the moment on a lovely summer afternoon-turning-dusk. I was sitting on our Summer glider under a canopy of maple leaves, looking up to spy a single bird in flight, then alighting way up high, atop a branch. It was a little girl moment for my soul in wonderful July.

Little bird up in the sky

I wonder at you, winging high.

Little bird atop the tree,

Do you wonder down at me?

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Inspiration

Hello Dear Summer

My heartfelt welcome in celebration of Summer life…dedicated to my dear sister, Cate Eisenschmidt

Hello Dear Summer, welcome here.

My lovely friend, you have come near.

I feel your touch upon my face,

your friendly breeze, a warm embrace.

I’ve waited for you all year long.

At last your birds herald your song.

Thank-you, my Summer, come to me.

Restore my soul and humbly be

My seasoned friend and so revive

my aged youth, ever alive.

coriley 7-6-23

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Inspiration

Ode to My Knee

This may seem strange to some. It is a tribute to the right knee I was born with as I muse about it on the night before total knee replacement surgery. This has been a long, physical, emotional, spiritual, contemplative, painful journey for many years, bringing me to this decisive and timely point in my life. I want to honor this part of my body which has faithfully served me and carried me through many seasons. I am grateful.

God gave you to me and you’ve served me well,

to now sing your praises, your story I’ll tell.

A cruel injury started your painful demise,

still we worked together your strength to arise.

You’ve carried me places, we’ve walked and we’ve run.

We’ve swam a great distance, o’er six decades done.

I’ve knelt down upon you while worshipping Him,

when praying in anguish for friends or for kin.

You’ve worked hard to carry, though crooked and pained

and yet you persisted, you worked not in vain.

I now seek to bless you in poem and in song.

You’re valiant, courageous, fearless and strong.

So I bid you adieu, friend. You’ve done nothing wrong.

I’ll honor and thank-you all my life long.

Post script: I had successful total right knee replacement surgery on May 11, 3 1/2 weeks ago. This is my first attempt to create since before that event. To have the energy to post this now is significant in the healing journey. Thanks for reading. Please leave your response comments following this. Blessings.

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Inspiration

Yes, It Was Green

Remembering the Journey That Was Ireland

photo by Christine O’Riley

Yes, it was green. Like a giant patchwork quilt stretching out beneath us as I peered through the jet’s open shades. Moments later there were the high hills in the distance, framed by the airport terminal’s great picture windows. Even through sleepy eyes, a queasy stomach and a massive time change, Ireland was breathtakingly green.

It seemed forever and a day, but before we knew it we were on the road, albeit driving on the pavement’s left side, sitting in the right-sided driver’s seat. Feeling a bit disjointed on this Irish journey, we were just outside of Dublin. Getting more lost by the minute we were, but who cared? We were, after all, lost … in Ireland.

A truck of locals enroute to help neighbors with their leaking roof took the time to stop by us as we pulled off onto an available country road. I looked out my window to our left and there appeared a gate to who-knows-where. My imagination ran limitless to the wondrous grounds beyond it which ran a deep green. From the truck came one of three welcoming gentlemen who extended kindness to us and gave these weary travelers directions to Cork in such charming brogue that made this writer feel Celtic affection and deep gratitude.

So off we were toward County Cork albeit the lengthy route. Sheep-dotted hillsides were all around us even as we departed the city limits. Varying shades of green were boundaried by miles of piled stone fences meticulously built as far as the eye could see. Several hours passed as did “O’Reilly” trucking vehicles and wee villages. Rain abruptly appeared out of nowhere and dissipated with the rapidly shifting skies. In the misty distance, randomly appearing towers and memorials stood dreamlike, as remnants of an age of castles.

The driving wore on as my husband’s endurance was wearing out. He began to doze. My massageful hands on his neck and shoulder succeeded in keeping him alert for a time, but he was fading fast.

Suddenly and miraculously there appeared an exit to our right. In search of a place to park and take a short nap, our vehicle dependably carried its passengers as if it were being led and seemed to know the way.

The highway transformed into a small sleepy village road from another time. A few humble houses sat tucked away along the roadside as if in an invitation to the empty parking area found just across the way. It was a welcoming sight as we pulled into the spot that seemed to be awaiting us. We had no idea of where we had arrived to but to me that was ok. We were, after all, in Ireland and yes… it was green.

My eyes drifted closed as I lay back in the car. My husband was already in dreamland. All was still. My pseudo rest however, did not last. My heart was a bit preoccupied. Something was calling to me and I had to find out what it was. Surely Dick could have an undisturbed nap while I explored. My door closing did not bother him a bit. I stood up and slowly stretched before walking a wee distance down to the other end of the parking area where the greenery thickened.

At once I was breathless at what appeared. Was I seeing a misty vision? I had heard there “were castles everywhere” in Ireland. Here I was, indeed closest to the first castle remains I had ever discovered in that fair land. It was enchanting. Not a soul seemed to be around yet I sensed someone was watching me. Still, I felt very safe, like I was meant to be there.

A weathered, tall stone tower stood like a sentinel with a cottage-like structure humbly attached from so very long ago. It was set way back from the road with many old-looking, friendly trees and ancient rock fencing all the way around, as if guarding it. Amazed and in wonderment, I stood very still and gazed upon it, feeling like I had its permission to do so. The grass on the grounds was oh so very anciently green.

A peaceful serenity greeted me as I discovered a place seemed to be lost in time yet so well preserved and intended for this very moment. And then I became aware that other gentle voices were beckoning me. I noticed an ancient cemetery off to the left of this scene.

I entered into a narrow pathway close to the stone fence that defined the castle yard and led to the cemetery. I quietly approached and had a sense that I was standing on holy ground. It was history’s ground, a place of stories lived and told. Here was an honored location where one could almost hear the rocks and stones cry out “Life! Life! These lived!” Only a very thin membrane existed between time and eternity, here. I stood silent, just being, and studying, and listening. Yes, the ground around and the hills in the distance were a deep, everlasting green.

A wee distance down the village road was a humble church, Corcoran’s neighborhood pub restaurant and a local family store. Cows fed in front yards. Cottage homes were meticulous and simple. And yes, their yards were green, the color of life.

I felt like I could have kept walking down that road forever. My camera was busy at work. My heart hoped to catch and preserve the feeling of the atmosphere in each photo. There was rustic charm and welcome even though I saw no other people around. It was a place of rest indeed.

I ambled back, in what felt like slow motion, to our quiet vehicle where my napping husband was awakening. I was strangely rested and renewed. To this day I have no idea what the name of this quiet little village was, this treasure fair, somewhere in Ireland. I am however so very grateful that it appeared seemingly out of nowhere for our refreshment and then sent us on our way.

As we drove from our parking spot, I shared with my love my discoveries of that hour, never wanting to forget my singular journey into wonder. It was Ireland’s simple, everlasting gift to me.

Back on the main road, we made our way toward Cork and Blarney. I remained transfixed by what lay all around us in the countryside as we passed. The scenery spoke to us. There we were in a distant land on a distant journey that seemed timeless. What did it matter where we were or how long it would take to reach our destination? We were, after all, in Ireland. And yes, it was indeed…green.